Wildflowers, felt good beneath my feet
The wind blew tangles in my hair
Clickety!
Sunday, June 8, 2008 @ 11:34 PM
One step, two.
Sometimes I can really throw myself off my feet. I stayed awake until five in the morning yesterday (today?) because I was being the oh-so-wonderful younger sister. This morning, I actually managed to get up in time to meet Joel for breakfast. Both he & his younger brother slept at six-ish so the both of them were totally dozing off during sermon today. Quite an amusing sight.
It felt really weird being in church on a Sunday morning yet not going for Powerhouse. I think I am already too used to the way things are on a typical Sunday. I love the kids & I know I adore serving in the children's ministry, but right now I really feel that things have already reached a point where it's just like a weekly routine. I'll be away for more than a week, which means that I'll be missing this coming Sunday's event, which also means I have only one more week left to serve in Powerhouse before I put a hold on my commitments. In a way I can't 'bear' to step away, but I guess I should at least get right with myself before I return back to Powerhouse because God deserves my best & nothing less.
Tonight I feel weirdly alone. There's no older brother for me to rant at, no big bully around to bully me, no Sam Chua Ming Shien for me to go 'who lives in a pineapple under the sea', no Chris for me to talk rubbish to when I'm bored, no Walter to suddenly pop out out of nowhere saying random things...
I MISS THE CHURCH CAMPERS!
Okay I feel really depressed now so I should really go to a little dark corner & draw circles.
Anyway before I go, this is erm, for entertainment purposes:
(Hahahaha.)
One step, two.
Sometimes I can really throw myself off my feet. I stayed awake until five in the morning yesterday (today?) because I was being the oh-so-wonderful younger sister. This morning, I actually managed to get up in time to meet Joel for breakfast. Both he & his younger brother slept at six-ish so the both of them were totally dozing off during sermon today. Quite an amusing sight.
It felt really weird being in church on a Sunday morning yet not going for Powerhouse. I think I am already too used to the way things are on a typical Sunday. I love the kids & I know I adore serving in the children's ministry, but right now I really feel that things have already reached a point where it's just like a weekly routine. I'll be away for more than a week, which means that I'll be missing this coming Sunday's event, which also means I have only one more week left to serve in Powerhouse before I put a hold on my commitments. In a way I can't 'bear' to step away, but I guess I should at least get right with myself before I return back to Powerhouse because God deserves my best & nothing less.
Tonight I feel weirdly alone. There's no older brother for me to rant at, no big bully around to bully me, no Sam Chua Ming Shien for me to go 'who lives in a pineapple under the sea', no Chris for me to talk rubbish to when I'm bored, no Walter to suddenly pop out out of nowhere saying random things...
I MISS THE CHURCH CAMPERS!
Okay I feel really depressed now so I should really go to a little dark corner & draw circles.
Anyway before I go, this is erm, for entertainment purposes:
(Hahahaha.)