Stacy, July 16th.

I am a Child of God, & that gives my life meaning.

My vivid emotions & imagination takes me away from this world, so much that I tend to live in my own head most of the time. I am not afraid of being alone, but confronting my fears & insecurities can be incredibly painful.

I have my camera with me everywhere I go. I capture everything that I find interesting, be it my friends, the sky, a building, or just a lonely stray cat. To me, the most beautiful thing about photographs, is that each have a different story to tell. The things that you are unable to keep in your memory, are captured & preserved, all in a photo, forever.

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A: Amelia Annabella
C: Cherlynn
D: Derrick
E: Eunice
F: Fiona
G: Gavin Germaine
H: Huiying
I: Isabella
J: Jasmine Jialiang Jaslin JonTan Joy
K: Kaien
L: Leona Lihong
M: Marcus Lim Meiqi
P: Priscilla
S: Sharizal Stephanie
T: Tabitha
W: Wendy Wenkai
Y: Yokelin
Z: Zijing

Sunday, June 22, 2008 @ 11:06 PM
If time would stop for us.

What happened to my holidays?

Time is passing so quickly it doesn't even feel like half a year is gone. Reality is sinking in & it's so tough, everything seems to be pressing on me all at once. My body clock is currently screwed, so I have no idea how on earth I am going to wake up in time for school, or rather, sleep in time. In the day I'm so ridiculously tired, it's as though my eyelids weigh a ton. Then, at night I'm a freaking nocturnal animal.

I'm going straight for the sleeping pills tomorrow if I don't sleep well again tonight.

I'm so sick & tired of what has been going on. Why do I always seem to breathe in constant disappointment? Why is it that it's always the same people that let me down? It's funny, how the people whom I never really knew well nor confided in, are actually the ones that are encouraging me & pushing me forward. Somebody told me today to enjoy the love I'm surrounded in, but whatever happened to the people that I thought, genuinely cared?

I'd love to stay around, but being sandwiched in such situations can really take a toll on me. Sooner or later I'd still have to make a decision, right?

But maybe all I'm looking for, is just a good enough reason why.