Tuesday, July 1, 2008 @ 11:31 PM
I gotta be next to you.
Hi boy, I would really appreciate it if you just, get, out, of, my, head.
Then again, no, I think I'd want to keep you in there.
Even though somebody just pissed me off, I refuse to focus on the unhappy things tonight. No not tonight. I ought to be happy.
I loveeee my best friend(s). They're amazing. No really, I mean it, they're amazing. Yesterday evening we sat at the staircase near Lynn's place for about an hour or so, happily bitching about anything & everything.
& then we happily set my camera on timer:


Missing Rachel ):
I love you guys because you all make looking/being stupid ridiculously fun, because of the way you can make me burst out into laughter when I'm at the pits, because we always made up no matter what the reason was for falling out with one another, because of all the love & support you have given to me, because of the way you would stand up for me, because I can be who I am when I'm around you guys, because of the way you guys always seem to understand even when I say nothing at all, because of how our personalities compliment each other's, because of the way we used to sit outside our class playing random songs from Rachel's phone & singing our hearts out (though
once in awhile we go out of tune), because of the way we'll link our hands together when we're out, because of the way we always make fun of one another's typo errors... Because of the endless reasons, of why I love you.
This is a foursome (:
Well anyway. School today, believe it or not, was fun.
Fiona & I decided to join our tables with Dennis & Warren since the both of them seemed really lonely (haha), so for almost the whole of today, the four of us were actually
quite very crazy. You should've seen how Warren cheered at the end of Miss Ng's lesson & how he starting whining & kicking up a HUGE fuss about Algebra -.-
I think Fiona should be labeled as the joke-of-the-day. During lesson today she gave up copying the notes on the screen because she couldn't see (she forgot her spectacles.) My dearest best friend then happily crushed, smashed, rolled the foolscap paper into a pathetic little ballll, left it on her table & wasted her time away. At the end of the lesson, the teacher went, "I want to take a look at your work so please hand it up." Fiona then looked at me & went, "Shitttt."
Quote of the day: Sour Unbearables!!!!
Heehee I love my buddies so much.
I'm half-caught in the middle. A part of me don't want to sink into it but then another part of me is saying to put my heart into it & just, try.
Certain people are happy & they want me to go ahead with it. Fiona went "let nature take its course" but then again, what if history repeats itself? What if things wound up to be just like what happened eleven months ago? Besides... ):
At this moment, right now, there's only one thing that I'm clear of - I can't afford to make reckless decisions anymore.